Who said life goes on?

WHY CANT I LET GO?!?
Why is it so hard for me to let go?
You were and are the only person I can think of!

My grades are slipping, my mind is boggled, my heart is broken, and you dont even care. When you left me you took my entire heart with you. I dont know when or if your ever gonna give it back. Theres a whole that cant be filled. You took a huge part of me that I'm never gonna get back. I feel sick everyday when I think about how i trusted you, and how i gave you chance after chance. Everyday i wish that you never existed, i wish that i could forget the last year of my life. You were the reason I had butterflies in my stomach every second of every day for a year, and now you're the reason I cry myself to sleep because of what you took.

Why am i always the one that gets hurt? I dont have anything else to give. You took my whole heart and now how am I suppose to survive?

How much longer will it take for my wounds to heal...