One step ahead,

Ok so I'm sitting in the library next to you know who ;)

and as much as I want to jump over and start kissing him i cant because a grade ten class just walked in here, shitty i know. Whatever maybe I can kiss him later when its just the two of us. I find when he's around people, he's very loud and obnoxious and i don't really like it because I'm the complete opposite. I know poeple say opposites attract, but I dont personally think that works. I find it very awkward when he's being loud and I'm next to him because it brings attention to us and then i look dumb. And this parts for maleeha, my boyfriend won't stop talking to brennan! wow this is awkward :S

So far this is a very bad day, i feel like shit, and for the first time in a long time I scrunched my hair and it feels really really ugly! I am never doing it again! Its wierd because when i left the house this morning i felt good! I think its just because I find school very stressful and no matter whats happening i hate being here. I just cant wait till second period I get to start my co-op and I'm not here every morning till 11:30, its going to be amazing i only have to suffer through the afternoons. Although I will probably miss all my girls, and Said, i still cant wait.

Just a couple more weeks and I'm free, and it will feel like I'm only going to school part time! OMG every time I think about it I get so excited!! Hopefully I like my co-op I'm doing it at the Civic Hospital, should be fun. I met the two ladies I'll be working with and they're really nice. I hope I dont disappoint them.

Thats all for now, I'm going to try and convince said to walk around with me, because, ok this is for maleeha and fiana, I still feel like I did yesterday afternoon, oh you two know what I'm talking about ;)