In my wildest dreams,

I never thought this could happen to me.

Have someone be so sweet and thoughtful.

He's amazing.

He came to my house while I was out with my mom

and with my sisters help he set this up on my bed.

It was amazing I came home and walked in my room,

and there it all was!

I just wish that I could be just as amazing.

I feel like I dont deserve him.

I'm always worrying that I'm doing something wrong.

It's driving me insane, every second I'm always thinking

about what he's thinking,

or what he thinks of me.

I notice every little thing.

I notice when he's acting just a little different

or if he's being to quiet,

or even if he's giving me a look.

How do I get past this!

When am I finally gonna be happy with myself.