Oh well, life is life after all.

I'm sitting here watching, what i think is one of the best movies I've seen, A walk to Remember. It's such an amazingly ordinary movie, and that's what makes it good. Theres nothing fantastically different about it, but its so entertaining to watch. It's a very sad movie though.

I love watching a movie and then crying over how you feel when you watch a movie like this, i know weird. Then again we all have to admit we love a good cry every once in a while. Its better to be able to cry at a problem you see in a movie or on TV, because its not your problem you have to worry about.

I'm sitting here balling my eyes out and it feels great because for once its not because of something stupid in my own life. I love this movie.

"do you love me?"
"mhmm"
"will you do something for me?"
"mhmm"
"will you marry me?"

ooh best part in the whole movie :)

Oh well life is life after all. We all get over it and move on. I personally think we all need to get over ourselves in order to actually be able to live and more so live in each others lives. I mean how are you suppose to open up and have someone be there with you if you close yourself off and think that you are better off alone. It's obvious that you not better off alone, everyone needs someone.

I think people should go out and be prepared to get hurt, yes I'm cynical so what! I believe if you go out thinking you'l be hurt and your very much ready for it, then when it does happen then your like, oh well i saw that coming. I like to do this, its my new way of looking at the world. Yes i realize that it will still hurt somewhat, but atleast you saw it coming and it didnt take you by surprise. I know, your thinking stupid idea, but what ever, i like the sound of it, and until it fails me i'l stick to it.

Me, fiana, San, and maleeha did this crazy funny thing yesterday, where we let go of some stuff. Thats really all i cn tell you about our "thing" we did. It was nice though, and helpful i think. We all jsut let go of certain bad incidence that have occured. I personally had just a few big ones that had been bothering me, things like bad relaitions and such, bu that is all behind me now and I feel releived. We'll just have to wait and see if our "thing" worked. I really hope it did, i'd rather not replay the last couple of years.

oh well tomorrows coming and yesterdays gone :)