What the hell do people want?!

How do i describe myself today?
I have no idea what you call what I'm currently feeling!
It's like I wanna go jump off a fucking building, and whats really stupid about the whole thing is I have absolutely no idea why. It might be because i had a really ugly day, not meaning that it was boring or anything. You know when you have a day and you feel like the worlds coming to a screaming hault. You hate everything about yourself. You think everyone else hates averything about you. Then to top it off its fucking raining out.

I'm breaking out with pimples all over my face and I'm trying to loose weight, but thats not going anywhere fast. I feel like ripping every sdrand of hair right out of my head for no aparent reason, and todays the first day of summer and I'm sitting at home feeling like shit.

Some days life is great you know, you feel good, your hair looks nice, your having fun, and it just happens to be sunny outside. Other days, lifes like a fucking tornado and your sitting in the middle of it just waiting for it to be over so you can stop spinning.

You cry and you cry after a day like this but you sit there and your only crying more because no matter what you do you cant really decide why your crying.

It sucks, it really does.