I'm tongue tied and terrified.

I feel like my worlds collapsing and you don't really care.
I only have one thing in my life that keeps me from falling, and that is being able to tell my best friends everything, and you being the one that has caused me to be so miserable in the past, have taken that ability away from me.

I console in them for everything, and today mom sat beside me as we drove to the mall and told me something about you and your fucked up life, and then after she was finished she told me to promise her not to tell them, all because of you!

I'm stuck with my fears and troubles because your stupid and cant get your life together! I'm always the one suffering from your stupid choices! You cant understand what a burden you have laid on my shoulders for the past 2 years.

I could never hate you, but I sure as fuck hate what you've become!

Lyrics to I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About :
By Mayday Parade<3>
And we both go down together
we'd stay there forever
just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
and never let go

well i'm thinking of the worst things
that i could say to you
but a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

i could only sing you sad songs
and you could sing along
and you could see the melody
that's been calling out your wrongs
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say
but i never told you everything
i'm losing hope and fading dreams
and every single memory along the way

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

and we both go down together
and stay there forever
just try to get up

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go.


I think this could be my new favourite song, it describes my situation perfectly.