When you hit rock bottom...

No matter how happy I am something always has to happen to make everything seem pointless.

So as of Friday I thought my life couldn't get any better, I was cuddling on the couch with a guy that couldn't be more perfect, and my mom and my sister were getting along relatively good. All sounds great right? well i thought so to, I thought it sounded to good to be true, and i was right. After Saturday night things just went down hill, well sort of. I was still happy with the guy and everything, and things were going smoothly. But as usual my sister and my mom couldn't go that long without fighting, so on Sunday there was a big fight because as always my sister did not want to go to school the next day. This sucked, because Sunday was a very important day for me, i was asked out by the boy in my life right now that honestly seems like a dream come true. He's incredibly sweet, honest, smart, generous, and unlike some people he happens to like my rather large bum.

So after Sunday i thought life was amazing, i was happy and now i have a boyfriend, but i guess theres some higher power that doesn't want to see me happy no matter what. So i wake up this morning, and the first thing i hear is my sister and my mom screaming so loud i bet the whole city heard them. It was like any other fight so i was pretty used to it, but every time they have a fight it seems to be getting worse and worse. At the end of every fight my sister ends up not going to school obviously, and that's all she wanted to gain out of the fight. Its how she always gets her way. The things she says to my mom are things that i don't think any sane person would ever say. She says things that know hurt, so she says them more and more so at the end of every fight my mom has nothing left. Its like she tries to drain every last bit of life out of my mom, and succeeds.

I try to leave my home life in the hell whole I live in because I'm trying really hard not to scrue everything up with this guy. I think he's the only good thing in my life right now, and i dont want to see that go away any time soon.

When you've hit rock bottom, you can only go up right?