Today was a bad day.
I sat at home and wallowed in my self misery. As I thought back on what had happened and how it hurt me to know that he didn't care whether I cried or died. My best friend messaged me, and I told her about what had happened, she immediately texted the jerk and told him to leave me alone. That's when I realized I was ok.
I spent the whole day sitting in my basement watching TV. As I was finishing up my third episode of Sex and The City, the last line that Carrie said was " There aren't many people that will love you no matter what, I was lucky enough to find three." When I heard this I cried with relief, because I know that line defines my life. I just sat there and realized how much my three gorgeous best friends mean to me, there my everything. I can't help but think back on what we've been through together. They've been there no matter what. They were there when I didn't have the best control over myself, and they were there when I chose to drink instead of be with them. No matter how difficult I was to be around, they stuck there with me.
It's ironic that I think of all this now, and appreciate it, because on this day last year the four of us were in New York City. That trip was and always will be the highlight of my teen years. It brought us closer and taught us things we'll never forget about each other. That one week trip was a way for us to free ourselves, and realize that life can get better.
I think back on all the times we fought over small things that led into big arguments. We always found a way to get over it. We always tell each other, no matter what we're always gonna be friends, and the longer we are friends the easier that is to believe. We just keep getting closer and closer. Every time one of us is going through a rough time the others are always there. All three of them are the shoulder i lean on when i need support.
We only have one year left of high school and as we get closer to the end I keep thinking of how we've changed each other for the better. I know that when high school is over all three of them are going to go off and succeed at anything they want to do. All of them have dreams and life long goals that I know will come true. They're the three greatest people I've ever met. I could go on forever about how special they are. This isn't done in any specific order. Maleeha is ambitious, courageous, and beautiful. Fiana is lively, determined, and always looks perfect. San is confident, funny, and uniquely stunning. There are so many other qualities that define them, those are just a few.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
The three pieces that put together my life.
Posted by Meaghan-margret at 7:36 PM
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I KNEW YOU LOVED ME!!!
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