Thursday, July 10, 2008

Is it over yet?

So today started out good. I went to buy the paint for my room, i finally decided on a colour. Its called magic moment, its purple, wow i really hope it looks good, well no turning back now. Then of course my day was going to good, so obviously something had to go wrong. My mom and i got into this huge fight, i don't even know what we fight about anymore, we just do. I think it started because we went to go get my report card and as usual they weren't good enough for her. I don't get where she gets off telling me that its not good enough, one of her daughters is a pot head and hasn't finished the 11th grade yet. So she has no right to think that my grades aren't good enough, I'm going to school still and I'm trying my hardest here, and to top all my good efforts off, I'm not out there smoking weed, now am I! It's so ridiculous for her too actually expect me to be this straight A fucking student, when i have to deal with all this other shit happening around me. Like high school drama isn't enough, my family has to go and make it extremely hard for anyone to accomplish anything!

So i screamed at her a bit, told her to shut up called her a bitch, and then she called me a slut in front of every shopper in the entire loeb grocery store which was nice. Oh but don't worry i called her a slut too, even though its not technically true, and maybe i could've come up with something a little more cruel, but ididnt have time for that.

My day couldnt get any worse, so i went and met san,maleeha, and missy at the mall which made my day better, they always do. We stayed in the mall and shopped a bit and ate of course. Then me and maleeha took the bus home, god dont ask me why i decided to come home i have no idea myself. Although, when i got here it wasnt to bad, my nightmare of a mother was sleeping, thats the only time i feel love for her. So i watched a movie, what i do best, i watched drillbit taylor and it wasnt that good.

oh how i miss fiana, shes all the way in texas!
It's one of those days where i would love to call her. She tells me what i want to here, well most of the time, sometimes its nicer to call maleeha, and then other times san. I dunno maybe i would just call them all.

Please someone wake me up when summer is over!!!

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