You don't know, so dont pretend.

I'm only writing this right now because i don't want Chitra to kill me in my sleep one night :)

I really don't have much to write about.
My trip was good and bad in a way, it started off pretty good. Well at least i thought it was going pretty good, but then just as we got close to being half way there, you probably can guess what happened. Jennifer decides she hates us and pretty much tells us that we're totally ruining this trip for her, even though we were trying as hard as humanly possible to make it the best trip ever. So, my moms all in a panic because we had reservations for the boat the next day and she had to somehow get my sister 20 hours back home by that afternoon. She thought about putting her on a plane, then she thought about putting her on a bus, then she was even thinking maybe theres a train.

Finally behind my moms back, like the little trip wrecking bitch she is, Jennifer texts my cousin that lives about five hours away from where we were at that moment, and asks him to drop everything and not only drive her home but also drive the extra 5 hours to where we were to pick her up then drive the 20 hours in the night to get her home. Yeah really, i couldn't believe it either. The only bad thing was, that my cousin, he's like the nicest guy on the planet and there was no way he was saying no to her. Which i thought was absolutely ridiculous. Personally i have no problem what so ever, when it comes to saying no to my sister.

So we waited for him to come pick her up, and waited and waited. It took forever, but at that point it was over and there was no use of anyone talking to her. So, i just sat in the front seat keeping my mouth shut, because it usually gets me in trouble when Jennifer's around.

Finally she left, and me and my mom sat in the car trying to rack our brains around the idea of what we could have possibly done that pissed her off to that extreme, but really there was no reason because it doesn't take much to piss her off, we've learned. After thinking for a while we decided we didn't do anything in particular, she just had to get back to kareem, god knows why, that guy personally makes me gag in my mouth. She probably needed some weed or something.

What ever, just what pisses me off is she made it seem like we were the reason she was leaving.

Also something has been brought to my attention, maleeha wrote an article and it got published right. I think that's amazing, most people don't even dream that big at this age. Its incredible too, its about teen drug use, and personally i think that the article she wrote couldn't have been more honest. Some very close minded people have been telling her how she shouldn't have wrote what she wrote, because the article was about our school. Truly, those people need to wake up and realize that most of the people that go to our school also go around saying that our school sucks and we all do drugs. How is it that when everyone else says it, its a friggin joke and people say whatever and move on, but now just because maleeha did something worth while and got her thoughts published, some of you think its wrong and she single handedly made our school look bad. Also wake up and friggin realize that everyone already thinks our school sucks, so one little article isn't gonna effect our status that much!!

God i hate people that think there opinions matter to others, yes you have your opinion, but no i didn't ask to hear it. Another thing, if anyone in this whole situation knows how drugs effect people its me. I've been dealing with it for the past two years, and I've had to sit on the side lines while i watch my sister completely throw her future away in less then 24 months, because of one thing and that's drugs. No, drugs are never a good thing in any situation. If you cant handle your life when your not high out of your mind then face it your never gonna be able to handle it. Its not helping anything, if people go around high, its not doing anything good for anyone.

And if your one of those people who thinks that drugs are the only way someones happy, then you really gotta get your own head checked. When people take drugs, you escape your life, for what, the hour and a half your high and falling all over the place? then reality hits you square in the face, and guess what its not going anywhere! Its ridiculous how some people can be manipulated in to thinking that drugs are the only way out.

I'll be honest when my sisters high, yeah sure she might look happy, but then I'm always there and I'm the one that has to deal with the after shock. She comes home stoned then an hour later shes back to her depressed, scrue the world self, and no one benefited from that hour.

So personally, i do think to many students in our school smoke weed, not all of us, but maybe one to many. I do know if it wasn't for some of the weed smokers at our school my sister might still be half normal and still going to our school, but she isn't, and to be honest our school helped change her for the worst.

OK so maybe i did have something to write about, sorry it was so long Chitra :)

PS,
Oh yeah, the rest of my trip went really well after she left and it was just me and my mom.

PPS,
On a happier note, the rest of my summer should be good, all i plan to do is hang out with my girls and have the greatest last month of summer i can. I also cant wait till fiana's back on Friday <3

Till next time.