What the hell do you know!

Poeple dont understand how hard it is to watch someone you care about so much, do something that you know is going to hurt them. I know that everyone is going through something difficult in their lives, but when you talk to someone about it and tell them they dont understand, how do you know, maybe there going through the same thing as you. maybe they have a past that you dont even know about. People think that they have something to hide that know one could possibly understand, but they have no idea. They dont know everyones dark little secrets. They cant just decide on there own that there the only ones that deserve to be miserable.

People think that because I look a certain way that theres no way in hell I could be as miserable as someone who doesnt look like me. Well news flash, everyone can have problems, no matter how perfect your life may look like on the outside. Just like everyone else, I have problems, and i probably have more problems then most.

People always guess what my lifes like, they'll think that from the outside everything looks perfect. You have no fucking idea how screwed up my life actually is. Do me a huge favour and dont asume you know me. I have been through things that some people wouldnt even be able to stomach. Dont look at me in the face and asume i have it easy, because you couldnt be further from the truth. I cant imagine anyone wanting to live my life.

Stop going around thinking your the only one thats allowed to suffer, share your problems with people who care about you! If I'm here and I truly want to care about you then why would you stop me! Why do you feel like you have to suffer all on your own. You always complain that no one cares. Well i am fucking telling you that i care!

I would tell you a million times that I love you, if i knew that in the end you would love me too.

Only you could never love me as much as I love you.