Just get up and go.

So first week of school is finally over, it literally felt like the longest week ever. It was like we never left. No one even changed, which kind of defeats the purpose of coming back from two months of summer. When you come back you expect something to be a little different, but no! The only thing that was different was where i went for my classes. Same people, same everything, i dont think it could get any more boring.

What ever, just have to go there and deal with it. Its dumb though because for something that isn't that great, i force myself to get up every morning at 630 and take a shower and stand for about an hour blow drying my hair then straightening it, and then putting on my makeup, and all just because i feel i have to in order to actually be able to walk out of the house in peace. Somehow the only way I'm comfortable at school is if i take that hour and make my self decent.

Hmm, i wonder how im gonna make it through the whole year. Everyday feels like this huge chalenge. Also this year my sister is going to a different school then before and now i hardly see her because she goes to school earlier then me, and then right after school she goes strate over to her boyfriends house and doesnt come back till 10 at night, something tells me shes not gonna do very well in school this year. Who knows though maybe she'll surprise us.